no matter how i try and try
  the dirt land on my head
  the push and shove of daily life
  the stupid thing i've said
  have left me wishing i was dead and gone
  a silent party in my name a way to right the wrong
    now i'm sick and i'm tired
  you fuck with me and i'll fuck with you
  and i'm pissed so pissed off
  nothing you say can make me stop
  time is short like my fuse
  bet against me a you will lose
  no, i wont give up
  only place i have to go is up
    morning came the feelings gone
  there's nothing in my head
  push the cover to the floor
  stumble out of bed
  whishing i was somewhere far away
  a silent partner in a crime affects me everyday
    now i'm sick...
  ...the only place i have to go is up
    i want to go
  so far away come again live to fight another day
  lock down