out here i can barely see my breath
  surrounded by jealousy and death
  i can't be reached, only had one call
  dragged underneath, separate from you all
    this time i've lost my own return
  in spite of everything i've learned
  i hid my tracks, spit out all my air
  slipped into cracks, stripped of all my cares
    i'm so tired sheep are counting me
  no more struggle, no more energy
  no more patient and you can write that down
  it's all too crazy and i'm not sticking round