I'm full of emptiness
  Relaxing with my stress
  Don't try to clean my mess
  I'm happier this way
    I live for my demise
  I love who I despise
  Feed me a soothing lie
  I'm happier that way
    When I die
  Will I feel darkness in the light
  Will I see beauty when I'm blind
  I don't have energy for rest
  Because I'm cynically depressed
    I never thought living clean
  Would keep me so lonely
  Cure my healthy disease
  I'm happier this way
    I'm climbing up your walls
  So you can watch me fall
  I'll never know it all
  I'm happier that way
    When I die
  Will I feel darkness in the light
  Will I see beauty when I'm blind
  I don't have energy for rest
  Because I'm cynically depressed
    My youth is dying of apathy and old age
  Under my skin is a child running away
    When I die
  Will I feel darkness in the light
  Will I see beauty when I'm blind
  I don't have energy for rest
  Because I'm cynically depressed