This one dimension of myself has hurt the ones I love
  and I have come to shut you out
  and the God i fear above
  and i will make my way through the lines drawn on the floor
  it goes away so quickly now
  but I've been gone before and everything I do
  and everything I say they come in come conflict even as I sing this song today
  and I know I've let you down
  please know its not your fault
  because knowing you has made me halfway decent by default.