memories and silence fills each room
  overwhelming heavy as the tidal waves consume
  buried underneath the dust & gloom
  relics are reminders of my family of two
    pictures of a happy bride and groom
  ferry rides around the harbor on our honeymoon
  wedding gifts of pots and pans
  sleeping while were holding hands
  as gracie lays upon us as we spoon
    how could i ever be so blind that i could not see
  how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me
  how could i ever gain her trust without the guarantees
  of who i am or where i'll be
    so now we live in fear of the unknown
  insecure and skepticle her trust in me was blown
  despite the past we face we both have grown
  through the pain to find the strength together or alone
    how could i ever be so blind that i could not see
  how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me
  how could i ever gain her trust without the guarantees
  of who i am or where i'll be
    how could i ever be so blind that i could not see
  how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me
  how could i ever gain her trust without the guarantees
  of who i am or where i'll be